You must have read lot many stories in newspapers and must also have heard from people that due to an accident the entire life of a person got changed. That's absolutely true. Even I also faced the same on 18th April, 2013 when I had an accident. I was trying to manage my life and was struggling to achieve the things in my life what I was dreaming off from a long period of time. Due to that accident I lost the naturalness of my left elbow, had a severe dislocation and got 20 stitches on my head and 4 stitches on my left knee. I was lying down on the bed in a hospital and was thinking that what happened to me. Just few hours ago I was all right, enjoying my life and was in a single piece without any scratches. And suddenly just due to an accident I also faced temporary amnesia which was a rare case for me.
But I didn't loss hope. My audacity for hope was still existing in me because I knew that I have to recover as soon as possible and have to achieve those dreams what I was dreaming for myself and my parents' aspirations. To me my parents are the most expensive jewel I have. So at I decided that after my surgery of left elbow I will start preparing for my entrance exam. The entrance exam of M.Phil (media studies) was very important for me, as it was my dream, moreover I had the mission of doing media researches. That's why with my 20 stitches and a thick bandage on my head, plaster on my left hand and 4 stitches on y left knee which I didn't folded for about three weeks I started studying the books. Lot many times I confronted this mental dilemma that I won't be able to clear this entrance exam and I cannot go more.
But god knows what was the power inside me which helped me studying during those stiff moments which was full of tension and psychic turmoil inside me. I used to tell my parents that I'm fine but I wasn't inside me. Finally of 4th of May, 2013 my stitches of hand & head were removed. I was a little bit relaxed, but again a tremendous challenge of folding my left hand was standing and asking me to have a heated parley. I used to stand in front of the mirror and used to have the soliloquy that I have to regain my energy and natural vigor within few days. On 7th of June, 2013 I left for Bangalore with my dad for my entrance exam which was scheduled on 8th of June, 2013. The moment I reached the university campus I started feeling that I have to get into this campus through any means, but not applying something wrong. I reached my written exam area and then headed towards my interview panel.
It was for the first time that I didn't have palpitation during interview, otherwise every time I used to be tense and this time I was quite confident that whatever I have mentioned in my research proposal I'm very much sure about that. The moment I entered for the interview both the faculties were waiting for me with their various blows of research. I didn't panic and started replying to all the questions. After 15 minutes of interview I came out and returned to the hotel. 12th June, 2012 was the day of declaration of the entrance results. I was waiting patient-fully throughout the day with the expectation of a good news from the university. During the evening time it was finally declared that I have been selected for M.Phil (media studies) for the 2013-14 session. On the very next day I performed all the necessary rules needed to be performed.
I came back and then returned to Bangalore as my course was commencing on 24th June, 2013. That day I came to know that almost 70 students applied for this course and 16 were selected for the entrance test, among them only 4 students were selected for the course and I was among them. This is was really a big news for me. That day I understood that I was positive in my mind and was pretty much confident on my knowledge, that's why I got the admission in the university and others couldn't make it. I'm not taking proud on my performance but I understood that I had the passion and zeal to achieve this dream. So now I'm here pursuing my course and want to join PhD in India's one of the celebrated university just like the M.Phil course. And I'm sure that I'll achieve this very soon.
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